wake up

i will wake up start from today, no matter how hard is it,no matter how suffer how painful my heart is...because i know if i stay like this status, i will never let it go like that...
special thanks tze yan, wan xiang,ken wee, li shyuan,all my housemate....
because you all accompany me along this period...
you all scold me... non stop advise me let it go.... you all want me wake up...
you all don't want see me cry anymore....want me have a better tomorrow , a better future...
i know de.... before i just stubborn in my opinion ...
i know i cannot force anything.... so....
everything arrange by god ba....
by faith...