i need u

no matter how hard, i will be there waiting for you..i know it is not worth i do like that, but i also don't know why i want do like that. if hate you, i can't do, if love you, would you give me the changes? god, can you tell me what to do now? i want let it go, but i can't... although in everybody opinion he no a very good guy, but who know he treat me very good? who know what he have done on me? now all are my fault, he want single... my fault...i blame myself everyday...but useless already...he won't come back already... pang, i really miss you... i need you... all i want is just simple... can you give me one last change and see my changes? 不要对我那么残忍......我会改的...也改着了..........我需要你...