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raining heavy last night...
and i...
slept not very well...
maybe the noise of the rain...
maybe the burden inside my heart...
this few day i scold by a friend,
he scold me didn't mature,
scold me do everything like a childish...
but i not all the time immature, not all the time i like a child...
i knew you scold me is for my own good, but can you scold me with gentlemen a bit?
i don't want see those word that i don't like...like Fxxx...i really hate it...
and now i woke up...
and be myself once again...i don't know what is going happen in future...
i don't want go to guess...because nobody know except the GOD...
guess for what...useless... just do what i want...
i will make myself happy like before....
active like before...
strong like before....
i will...and i must do it...
because i am shin ling...