can i have that day?
i can wait until that day?
i don't know, but now,
i will wait, no matter how hard it is,
do you know..love you and forget you,
forget you is harder than love you..
i need you..
where are you now?my love..
will you back?
can i ?
miss you
missing you...
you know...
miss you until i cannot breath now..
i really miss you.....
please..don't let me alone..
i need you..
don;t know i have cry how many time,
if someday all my tear dry already ,
i still will cry..
in that time,it no more tears, but is my blood..
大家,再见了!
不用理我,
不用再管我,
我自己都帮不到自己,
更何况别人,
既然这个世界放弃了我,
我干脆也把自己也放弃掉,
做一个没有喜怒哀乐的活死人,
我不想再拥有朋友,
不需要再拥有爱情,
虽然说一个人会孤零零,
会寂寞,
但不要紧了,
朋友,不需要再理我,
不需要再为我的事烦,
我走了,
不用想我,
不用找我,
让我自己一个人,
我已经废了的,
无药可救了,
不会醒了.
可以的话,帮我照顾他.....
>>>>再见了!
mom,i love you
mom...i will company you in the coming soon mother's day...
i have ever celebrate mother's day with you before...
i will go after mother's day....
mom.thanks for take good care of me in 19 years...
thank you...
and sorry...please forgive me...
when i not with you...
you have to take care yourself,
i am a useless daughter..
i cannot give you the best thing..
mom,i really love you..
please forgive my juvenile,
my self-will..
should i forsake?
我不想再读下去了?我发觉自己跟本都没有心读,
也读不好,读书,是为了家人而读...
我跟本就不喜欢读书的...
加还有一个月的时间,到底要不要继续读,
我真的不知道...
你弄到我很辛苦,你懂吗?
我很想恨你...但我恨不下..
读书压力很大...而我现在又这样,怎样读下去?
我不想浪费钱,不想浪费时间...'
我到底还要读书的吗?我真的只顾爱情?有爱情就够了吗?
很想你回来...
没有你没有朋友,我活着到底是为了什么?
没有意思...我爱你.....你不知道.
今天,上完十点的课后,我陪朋友去LAB,教他DESIGN WEBPAGE....
在四楼的LAB里,我呆呆望着隔着黑色玻璃蓝天发呆...
就好像我内心,看什么都是隔这一个无形的透明玻璃...
我对你的思念,你感觉到吗?
今天很大风...我在那角落一个人...一面吹这那热中带点凉爽的风...一面...想你....
风会否把我的思念传达给你吗?你,可否感觉到我那一丝丝的思念?
我一个人的旅程,很孤单....你知道吗?
今天朋友给我看了一封信息,里面是亲爱的老婆等的字眼...
我看了后,眼泪顿时从心里流了出来...曾经,也有人那么叫过我....
好怀念....好想再听,但没有机会了...
我很想你啊,我快撑不住了啊....
今天,想你,想到我哭了...
现在我在掉泪,你知道吗?
为什么不陪我走?若说放一次手,就想咳一次嗽,我...我何必去在乎那得不到的温柔?
游不出回忆却学不会放手,怎么走?
就连想你,也是种残酷切磋...
没有朋友可以一直陪着我,就连你,也丢下我走去.
除了难过,除了流泪,我,还能做什么?我...可以做什么?
寂寞无边无无际...我...只能傻傻让寂寞把我包围起来..
我很寂寞.很孤单..很冷...
要忘记你, 真的不容易...
讲完都三年了...
突然间失去一个三年里每天陪着我, 一个什么事都能告诉他的人...
叫我如何承受这突来的一切...
现在不知不觉一个多月了,我还是会想你...
但我没有找你了...
我试着寂寞时找朋友,不然就读下书,看下戏...
但有时候,我找遍所有的朋友,都没有人愿意理我...
我知道有些朋友在忙,谁得空天天陪我?
SMS 其他的他们都没回我, 打给他们,有些打不到,有些没接...
这也证明了>>我没有人缘...
我是注定一个人吗?还是我的人真的很差?
我不知道...
我还是回我自己的世界好了...
外面的世界,不适合我...
说什么有什么东西可以找你们,说什么我不是一个人,我还有你们,
到我真的需要你们找你们时,你们去了哪里?
对我的好,是暂时的吧,对我的关心,也是暂时的!
我不怪你们....我了解...
我不飞了...躲起来好过...
我很累...不想再面对了...
我心里那扇门....不再为任何人开启...
对不起,各位...
finally~~
yeah!!!!finally..........i download the whole song already......
because of this song.....i have waste many time on it...........
it hard for me to download it.........
i already try x time already....
every time it failed when i download, i feel disappoint...
finally.......i success just now.......
happy..........
i really like this song very much.......
and it is a good medicine for me to treat my injured heart.....
what song is this?
--->>>>>May I Love You<<<<<<----- ^^
it time for me to rest liao...
good night...
hope tomorrow will be even better....
weather so hot today?opps...no just today, but is everyday...
haiz~ i already drank a lot of cold drink la....
is that a global warming?damn hot la....
final is coming soon...
i have to promise to myself...cannot go and thing other already...
focus on my final first....other thing... just wait after finish final ba...
i thunk no need to wait already....
because no have solution to solve it....
shin ling....gambateh....
get a good result in final....
i want continue my degree in next sem....
twilight....wait me o.... after final ..... ^^
friends at utar kampar. add oil also ya.....
you all sure no problem de....
especially tat guy who get 3.78 last sem...haha....
get 4 flat at this sem ya.....
everyone....
jia you.....
i miss you guys so much.........................
disappointed
damn disappointed ....
how come you changes become like that...
if don't want study...
don't waste your time...
don't waste your parents money...
you like maple right...
then just maple .... study for what?
waste time waste money!!!
i am not your anyone anymore,
i knew what i said you won't listen...
you have told me before, we not a child already, have to think mature a bit,
but now what happened with you...
shit...think yourself!!!!!!!
useless people...
if you continue like that..
no one can help you..
don't regret when you get a bad result!!!!!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!!!!
missing you
我今天还是在想你....
你知道吗?
真的很想你...
想念你的怀抱...
想念你的味道...
虽然我知道,我不能再次拥有你...
但....我还是希望有那天的出现...
不写下去了....
免得我又哭了....
邦,现在的你在做什么?可否知道....
我在想念你?
...
final is coming soon....
damn down my mood...
feel stress...feel tension....feel.....not fee...
is missing you all the night....
already 1 month++....i still cannot let you go....
still will thinking you....
think what are you doing now? study?maple?chat with other girl...
i don't know.....
i still will worry you....
still deeply love you...
but...you won't know anymore.....
if you really think your leaving is for my own good....
let me told you.....
that just is your own opinion....
you don't know i live suffer in painful......
if you go is because didn't love me...
then i speechless.....
a least you feel happy, then enough already....
i miss you....dear.....
damn missing you.
现在的心....痛死我了.....
谁能救救我?
看到你说没心读书...我担心....但我什么都不能做...
为什么你会变到酱的?你忘了吗?你说这个SEM要拿FIRST CLASS的....
怎么现在却.....
我懂我不该再管你的事了....
我懂对你来说我什么都不是....
对你来说,我不是全世界,但对我来说...你是我的全部...
我懂你不会再回到我身边....
你不会再爱我....
我懂我傻....
但...我还是这样做.....
我对不起我的家人,我的朋友....
但....我真的很爱你....
梦...会否实现?
昨晚,我做了一个很甜蜜的梦...我梦见你跟我一起...
我们两个都很开心...
我醒来时,发现我眼边的泪水...明明是开心的梦,为何我会流泪?
或许...知道那个情况,只有在梦境才能发生了吧?!
我爱你,我爱着一个已经不爱我的人了...
我看到你变到酱,我的心,真的很痛很痛...
但你什么都不懂...
你也不想去懂...
我能做的,只有把手放开...让你去追求你要的....
你知道吗,邦,我很想你....
fly..
圣人,你真的相信我真的还能飞吗?
你说会看着我飞...在你的能力范围之内,你会尽量帮我...
要我放心飞...其实...我的翅膀开始复原了....
但...我,害怕再飞了....我可以不要非了吗?
我带不到快乐给自己,有怎么办把快乐带给大家?
我...不敢再非飞...我害怕再受伤....
虽然你会保护我,但...我还是不想飞....
我累了....圣人....
你我的关系,只有我们两个知道....
你会保护我,但别忘了....圣母....
you cannot protect me all the time...
i know you care me...but you still have to let me fall down and grow up...
tq for your support...you hold me everytime when i fall down...
glad to have a friend like you...(not only you,but other friends also)....
special thanks:
wan xiang, li shyuan, sharon, tty, ken wee, keow xiong, wee kian, jun leong, b0415 housemate,
may ting,lee ping, wei chong, wei hao, jun hao X2....
thx you all....
i love you all...muackszz....
good luck for those guys who want take muet next week and exam...
gambateh!!!
19th birthday..
12am coming soon...
my birthday is coming...
don't know why...
i feel something not good is going happen...
haiz....anyway...happy birthday to my self also la...
if can...i don't want birthday at this year...
thx....
singing at dream box last night...
very happy...and also got a little bit sadness...
when i hear a song, i sang...and i cry ...
that song, touch my sadness that i hide in my heart...
''wo men de ai''...make me cry...
but never mind la...lost you...i get 4 friends...
it is worst...
i will forget you...
if can't....
i will hide my love inside my heart at the deep place....
thx sharon,judy,jimmy,karen, n a wu...
tq ..... you guy really make me very happy last night...
sing until no voice...haha...
that feeling very nice.... i very enjoy it....(n_n).....
..
raining heavy last night...
and i...
slept not very well...
maybe the noise of the rain...
maybe the burden inside my heart...
this few day i scold by a friend,
he scold me didn't mature,
scold me do everything like a childish...
but i not all the time immature, not all the time i like a child...
i knew you scold me is for my own good, but can you scold me with gentlemen a bit?
i don't want see those word that i don't like...like Fxxx...i really hate it...
and now i woke up...
and be myself once again...i don't know what is going happen in future...
i don't want go to guess...because nobody know except the GOD...
guess for what...useless... just do what i want...
i will make myself happy like before....
active like before...
strong like before....
i will...and i must do it...
because i am shin ling...
wake up
i will wake up start from today, no matter how hard is it,no matter how suffer how painful my heart is...because i know if i stay like this status, i will never let it go like that...
special thanks tze yan, wan xiang,ken wee, li shyuan,all my housemate....
because you all accompany me along this period...
you all scold me... non stop advise me let it go.... you all want me wake up...
you all don't want see me cry anymore....want me have a better tomorrow , a better future...
i know de.... before i just stubborn in my opinion ...
i know i cannot force anything.... so....
everything arrange by god ba....
by faith...
不再相信永远
我...不再相信什么永远了... 什么承诺...都是骗人的...
为什么感情付出多的一方,就是注定被伤害的呢?
为什么?我好累...一个人真的很累...一个人撑伞,一个人擦泪...很累....
几时才能结束这种感觉?我很彷徨,我很迷惑,我很寂寞,为什么我总是一个人?
我不喜欢那种一个人的感觉...
生活中,好像失去了很多动西...
很空虚...
远方的你,应该过得很开心吧?
用我的幸福来换取你的快乐,你真的会开心?
这答案只有你晓得了....
(心情不好的人,近期不要来看我的部落,否则你会更不开心)
没用的我
为什么还是会伤心? 为什么我不停折磨我自己?为什么非要弄到自己那么痛苦...
今天我有哭了....
我....又为你掉泪了.....
但我知道这些对你来说,都不算是什么.
你不会知道,也不想去知道...更不可能会知道...
好辛苦....好累......真的很累.......
不想再爱了..但做不到...很没用.......
几时才能摆拖你的影子?
海边
到现在为止,我还是不想放手...爱你,爱得好痛.....我昨天真的哭到失控了.....
你让我好痛苦,不管做什么事都有弄的影子....不管做什么,我都没有心去做.....
我不断问自己,我到底做错了什么,你可以对我那样残忍,到底为什么?
我哭了,不断给你拒绝,我伤了一次又一次,我....真的很累....
sharon,judy,jimmy,..要谢谢你们,昨晚带我去海边......
到了海边我的心平静了.... 海浪打在我脚的感觉,真的很舒服.... 虽然刚看到海浪时我会害怕....
昨晚我真的很舒服..... 涨潮时浪变得更大了......也难得看到那浪变到很大....
海边....果然是我最爱的地方.......现在你用我的幸福去换你现在所得到的开心,你....
会真的从内心快乐起来吗?我不知道.....也不想知道了.......你一定会有孤单的一天......
今天你给我的, 将来你会后悔!!!
我的朋友...谢谢你们带我去海边.....不会忘记那段没有烦恼,完完全全没有负担的感觉......
你..
不管我怎样去挽留,你也不会回头了!不管我怎么努力对你来说,都是没有用了... 我想你, 你也不会知道, 我爱你,你也不会去理,只会关注在你的游戏,我的存在,你又还看得到吗?不可能看到了...
忘记你,真的很痛苦, 恨你,又不知为何恨不了你...
老天爷, 我的未来您怎么去安排了?我跟他的红线是否还是绑在一起?
今天他这样来伤害我, 就算以后他再来找回我, 我对他还是有感情,我也不肯定到时还会否接受回他...
因为,我怕了... 这次的伤害,让我哭了很久,伤得太深了...我...是错在哪里?我不知道...
爱你,不需要拥有你...把这份爱藏在心里就好了...为来会怎样,真的不会强求了...
如果天注定我们一起,分多少次还是会一起....
若相反的,怎样逼都不会有幸福....就随缘吧....
哭...也哭过了....
挽留,也挽留过你....
能做的...我都做完了....
现在的我, 只好把心放在学业上吧...好难过,好伤心,心很痛,痛到没办发呼吸了...
但,我没有哭了......太想你时会掉泪, 听到太悲伤的歌会掉泪...每天还会想到你...不管多忙....
不管多累...但有用的吗?我难过的时候,你会理吗? 在别一边的你,是开开心心在玩电脑的....
你....会有一天觉得寂寞吗? 应该不会吧...你有朋友,有GAME..那已经够了.....
你.......已经完完全全忘了我吗? 这个答案...只有你自己知道了.....
现在的你,对我残忍,你...也很忍心...你....太狠了..................
i need u
no matter how hard, i will be there waiting for you..i know it is not worth i do like that, but i also don't know why i want do like that. if hate you, i can't do, if love you, would you give me the changes? god, can you tell me what to do now? i want let it go, but i can't... although in everybody opinion he no a very good guy, but who know he treat me very good? who know what he have done on me? now all are my fault, he want single... my fault...i blame myself everyday...but useless already...he won't come back already... pang, i really miss you... i need you... all i want is just simple... can you give me one last change and see my changes? 不要对我那么残忍......我会改的...也改着了..........我需要你...
过渡期...
过渡期中....
得到许多朋友的关心...但...
对不起... 现在我还是快乐不起来...
但至少, 我没有哭了... 或许我明白了...
跟一个不爱自己的人在一起也不会开心,不会幸福...
那又何必把手放开呢... 为什么要依靠他给我快乐...
快乐不是自己寻找的吗?
好想好想回家...家...永远最温暖了....
想回家休息...
想回家看看妈妈, 一个永远不会抛弃我的人...
fren, i break up liao....
for me, break up damn hurt me...
with the stupid reason: game is more important than me....what the fool reason!
i hold you again and again ... but useless... you said you want a single life, want freedom..
now... yours dream is come true already...
and me....stay alone ... i cry many times already...
and keep thinking why you can treat me as bad as you can?
what is my fault..
but now, i decide to let it go already...
although 3 years already....
but....your love already pass away...
i already do what i can do....
although now is hurt for me to let go our love....
but i sure someday i will forget you....
cry for the people who love game more than love you, be beneath...
better i have my own life...
live for myself.....be strong be happy........
i must do it!!!!!!!!!!!add oil!!!!!!
我回来了..
有人跟我说,你讲话很冷酷...
这种话,已经好久没听过了...
是代表着以前那个我,回来了吗?
是那样吗?
如果是,那就好了....
变回以前那个无情无意,跟我讲话会结冰的...
也不会像现在那样那么软弱... 我心里的门...再度关上了...
钥匙...我不会再交给任何一个了....
不会了....我不要再有人来打扰我的世界...不要那么烦了.....
我...变了........
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can i ?
can i have that day?
i can wait until that day?
i don't know, but now,
i will wait, no matter how hard it is,
do you know..love you and forget you,
forget you is harder than love you..
i need you..
where are you now?my love..
will you back?
i can wait until that day?
i don't know, but now,
i will wait, no matter how hard it is,
do you know..love you and forget you,
forget you is harder than love you..
i need you..
where are you now?my love..
will you back?
miss you
missing you...
you know...
miss you until i cannot breath now..
i really miss you.....
please..don't let me alone..
i need you..
don;t know i have cry how many time,
if someday all my tear dry already ,
i still will cry..
in that time,it no more tears, but is my blood..
you know...
miss you until i cannot breath now..
i really miss you.....
please..don't let me alone..
i need you..
don;t know i have cry how many time,
if someday all my tear dry already ,
i still will cry..
in that time,it no more tears, but is my blood..
大家,再见了!
不用理我,
不用再管我,
我自己都帮不到自己,
更何况别人,
既然这个世界放弃了我,
我干脆也把自己也放弃掉,
做一个没有喜怒哀乐的活死人,
我不想再拥有朋友,
不需要再拥有爱情,
虽然说一个人会孤零零,
会寂寞,
但不要紧了,
朋友,不需要再理我,
不需要再为我的事烦,
我走了,
不用想我,
不用找我,
让我自己一个人,
我已经废了的,
无药可救了,
不会醒了.
可以的话,帮我照顾他.....
>>>>再见了!
不用再管我,
我自己都帮不到自己,
更何况别人,
既然这个世界放弃了我,
我干脆也把自己也放弃掉,
做一个没有喜怒哀乐的活死人,
我不想再拥有朋友,
不需要再拥有爱情,
虽然说一个人会孤零零,
会寂寞,
但不要紧了,
朋友,不需要再理我,
不需要再为我的事烦,
我走了,
不用想我,
不用找我,
让我自己一个人,
我已经废了的,
无药可救了,
不会醒了.
可以的话,帮我照顾他.....
>>>>再见了!
mom,i love you
mom...i will company you in the coming soon mother's day...
i have ever celebrate mother's day with you before...
i will go after mother's day....
mom.thanks for take good care of me in 19 years...
thank you...
and sorry...please forgive me...
when i not with you...
you have to take care yourself,
i am a useless daughter..
i cannot give you the best thing..
mom,i really love you..
please forgive my juvenile,
my self-will..
i have ever celebrate mother's day with you before...
i will go after mother's day....
mom.thanks for take good care of me in 19 years...
thank you...
and sorry...please forgive me...
when i not with you...
you have to take care yourself,
i am a useless daughter..
i cannot give you the best thing..
mom,i really love you..
please forgive my juvenile,
my self-will..
should i forsake?
我不想再读下去了?我发觉自己跟本都没有心读,
也读不好,读书,是为了家人而读...
我跟本就不喜欢读书的...
加还有一个月的时间,到底要不要继续读,
我真的不知道...
你弄到我很辛苦,你懂吗?
我很想恨你...但我恨不下..
读书压力很大...而我现在又这样,怎样读下去?
我不想浪费钱,不想浪费时间...'
我到底还要读书的吗?我真的只顾爱情?有爱情就够了吗?
很想你回来...
没有你没有朋友,我活着到底是为了什么?
没有意思...我爱你.....你不知道.
也读不好,读书,是为了家人而读...
我跟本就不喜欢读书的...
加还有一个月的时间,到底要不要继续读,
我真的不知道...
你弄到我很辛苦,你懂吗?
我很想恨你...但我恨不下..
读书压力很大...而我现在又这样,怎样读下去?
我不想浪费钱,不想浪费时间...'
我到底还要读书的吗?我真的只顾爱情?有爱情就够了吗?
很想你回来...
没有你没有朋友,我活着到底是为了什么?
没有意思...我爱你.....你不知道.
今天,上完十点的课后,我陪朋友去LAB,教他DESIGN WEBPAGE....
在四楼的LAB里,我呆呆望着隔着黑色玻璃蓝天发呆...
就好像我内心,看什么都是隔这一个无形的透明玻璃...
我对你的思念,你感觉到吗?
今天很大风...我在那角落一个人...一面吹这那热中带点凉爽的风...一面...想你....
风会否把我的思念传达给你吗?你,可否感觉到我那一丝丝的思念?
我一个人的旅程,很孤单....你知道吗?
今天朋友给我看了一封信息,里面是亲爱的老婆等的字眼...
我看了后,眼泪顿时从心里流了出来...曾经,也有人那么叫过我....
好怀念....好想再听,但没有机会了...
我很想你啊,我快撑不住了啊....
今天,想你,想到我哭了...
现在我在掉泪,你知道吗?
为什么不陪我走?若说放一次手,就想咳一次嗽,我...我何必去在乎那得不到的温柔?
游不出回忆却学不会放手,怎么走?
就连想你,也是种残酷切磋...
没有朋友可以一直陪着我,就连你,也丢下我走去.
除了难过,除了流泪,我,还能做什么?我...可以做什么?
寂寞无边无无际...我...只能傻傻让寂寞把我包围起来..
在四楼的LAB里,我呆呆望着隔着黑色玻璃蓝天发呆...
就好像我内心,看什么都是隔这一个无形的透明玻璃...
我对你的思念,你感觉到吗?
今天很大风...我在那角落一个人...一面吹这那热中带点凉爽的风...一面...想你....
风会否把我的思念传达给你吗?你,可否感觉到我那一丝丝的思念?
我一个人的旅程,很孤单....你知道吗?
今天朋友给我看了一封信息,里面是亲爱的老婆等的字眼...
我看了后,眼泪顿时从心里流了出来...曾经,也有人那么叫过我....
好怀念....好想再听,但没有机会了...
我很想你啊,我快撑不住了啊....
今天,想你,想到我哭了...
现在我在掉泪,你知道吗?
为什么不陪我走?若说放一次手,就想咳一次嗽,我...我何必去在乎那得不到的温柔?
游不出回忆却学不会放手,怎么走?
就连想你,也是种残酷切磋...
没有朋友可以一直陪着我,就连你,也丢下我走去.
除了难过,除了流泪,我,还能做什么?我...可以做什么?
寂寞无边无无际...我...只能傻傻让寂寞把我包围起来..
我很寂寞.很孤单..很冷...
要忘记你, 真的不容易...
讲完都三年了...
突然间失去一个三年里每天陪着我, 一个什么事都能告诉他的人...
叫我如何承受这突来的一切...
现在不知不觉一个多月了,我还是会想你...
但我没有找你了...
我试着寂寞时找朋友,不然就读下书,看下戏...
但有时候,我找遍所有的朋友,都没有人愿意理我...
我知道有些朋友在忙,谁得空天天陪我?
SMS 其他的他们都没回我, 打给他们,有些打不到,有些没接...
这也证明了>>我没有人缘...
我是注定一个人吗?还是我的人真的很差?
我不知道...
我还是回我自己的世界好了...
外面的世界,不适合我...
说什么有什么东西可以找你们,说什么我不是一个人,我还有你们,
到我真的需要你们找你们时,你们去了哪里?
对我的好,是暂时的吧,对我的关心,也是暂时的!
我不怪你们....我了解...
我不飞了...躲起来好过...
我很累...不想再面对了...
我心里那扇门....不再为任何人开启...
对不起,各位...
讲完都三年了...
突然间失去一个三年里每天陪着我, 一个什么事都能告诉他的人...
叫我如何承受这突来的一切...
现在不知不觉一个多月了,我还是会想你...
但我没有找你了...
我试着寂寞时找朋友,不然就读下书,看下戏...
但有时候,我找遍所有的朋友,都没有人愿意理我...
我知道有些朋友在忙,谁得空天天陪我?
SMS 其他的他们都没回我, 打给他们,有些打不到,有些没接...
这也证明了>>我没有人缘...
我是注定一个人吗?还是我的人真的很差?
我不知道...
我还是回我自己的世界好了...
外面的世界,不适合我...
说什么有什么东西可以找你们,说什么我不是一个人,我还有你们,
到我真的需要你们找你们时,你们去了哪里?
对我的好,是暂时的吧,对我的关心,也是暂时的!
我不怪你们....我了解...
我不飞了...躲起来好过...
我很累...不想再面对了...
我心里那扇门....不再为任何人开启...
对不起,各位...
finally~~
yeah!!!!finally..........i download the whole song already......
because of this song.....i have waste many time on it...........
it hard for me to download it.........
i already try x time already....
every time it failed when i download, i feel disappoint...
finally.......i success just now.......
happy..........
i really like this song very much.......
and it is a good medicine for me to treat my injured heart.....
what song is this?
--->>>>>May I Love You<<<<<<----- ^^
it time for me to rest liao...
good night...
hope tomorrow will be even better....
because of this song.....i have waste many time on it...........
it hard for me to download it.........
i already try x time already....
every time it failed when i download, i feel disappoint...
finally.......i success just now.......
happy..........
i really like this song very much.......
and it is a good medicine for me to treat my injured heart.....
what song is this?
--->>>>>May I Love You<<<<<<----- ^^
it time for me to rest liao...
good night...
hope tomorrow will be even better....
weather so hot today?opps...no just today, but is everyday...
haiz~ i already drank a lot of cold drink la....
is that a global warming?damn hot la....
final is coming soon...
i have to promise to myself...cannot go and thing other already...
focus on my final first....other thing... just wait after finish final ba...
i thunk no need to wait already....
because no have solution to solve it....
shin ling....gambateh....
get a good result in final....
i want continue my degree in next sem....
twilight....wait me o.... after final ..... ^^
friends at utar kampar. add oil also ya.....
you all sure no problem de....
especially tat guy who get 3.78 last sem...haha....
get 4 flat at this sem ya.....
everyone....
jia you.....
i miss you guys so much.........................
haiz~ i already drank a lot of cold drink la....
is that a global warming?damn hot la....
final is coming soon...
i have to promise to myself...cannot go and thing other already...
focus on my final first....other thing... just wait after finish final ba...
i thunk no need to wait already....
because no have solution to solve it....
shin ling....gambateh....
get a good result in final....
i want continue my degree in next sem....
twilight....wait me o.... after final ..... ^^
friends at utar kampar. add oil also ya.....
you all sure no problem de....
especially tat guy who get 3.78 last sem...haha....
get 4 flat at this sem ya.....
everyone....
jia you.....
i miss you guys so much.........................
disappointed
damn disappointed ....
how come you changes become like that...
if don't want study...
don't waste your time...
don't waste your parents money...
you like maple right...
then just maple .... study for what?
waste time waste money!!!
i am not your anyone anymore,
i knew what i said you won't listen...
you have told me before, we not a child already, have to think mature a bit,
but now what happened with you...
shit...think yourself!!!!!!!
useless people...
if you continue like that..
no one can help you..
don't regret when you get a bad result!!!!!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!!!!
how come you changes become like that...
if don't want study...
don't waste your time...
don't waste your parents money...
you like maple right...
then just maple .... study for what?
waste time waste money!!!
i am not your anyone anymore,
i knew what i said you won't listen...
you have told me before, we not a child already, have to think mature a bit,
but now what happened with you...
shit...think yourself!!!!!!!
useless people...
if you continue like that..
no one can help you..
don't regret when you get a bad result!!!!!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!!!!
missing you
我今天还是在想你....
你知道吗?
真的很想你...
想念你的怀抱...
想念你的味道...
虽然我知道,我不能再次拥有你...
但....我还是希望有那天的出现...
不写下去了....
免得我又哭了....
邦,现在的你在做什么?可否知道....
我在想念你?
你知道吗?
真的很想你...
想念你的怀抱...
想念你的味道...
虽然我知道,我不能再次拥有你...
但....我还是希望有那天的出现...
不写下去了....
免得我又哭了....
邦,现在的你在做什么?可否知道....
我在想念你?
...
final is coming soon....
damn down my mood...
feel stress...feel tension....feel.....not fee...
is missing you all the night....
already 1 month++....i still cannot let you go....
still will thinking you....
think what are you doing now? study?maple?chat with other girl...
i don't know.....
i still will worry you....
still deeply love you...
but...you won't know anymore.....
if you really think your leaving is for my own good....
let me told you.....
that just is your own opinion....
you don't know i live suffer in painful......
if you go is because didn't love me...
then i speechless.....
a least you feel happy, then enough already....
i miss you....dear.....
damn missing you.
damn down my mood...
feel stress...feel tension....feel.....not fee...
is missing you all the night....
already 1 month++....i still cannot let you go....
still will thinking you....
think what are you doing now? study?maple?chat with other girl...
i don't know.....
i still will worry you....
still deeply love you...
but...you won't know anymore.....
if you really think your leaving is for my own good....
let me told you.....
that just is your own opinion....
you don't know i live suffer in painful......
if you go is because didn't love me...
then i speechless.....
a least you feel happy, then enough already....
i miss you....dear.....
damn missing you.
现在的心....痛死我了.....
谁能救救我?
看到你说没心读书...我担心....但我什么都不能做...
为什么你会变到酱的?你忘了吗?你说这个SEM要拿FIRST CLASS的....
怎么现在却.....
我懂我不该再管你的事了....
我懂对你来说我什么都不是....
对你来说,我不是全世界,但对我来说...你是我的全部...
我懂你不会再回到我身边....
你不会再爱我....
我懂我傻....
但...我还是这样做.....
我对不起我的家人,我的朋友....
但....我真的很爱你....
谁能救救我?
看到你说没心读书...我担心....但我什么都不能做...
为什么你会变到酱的?你忘了吗?你说这个SEM要拿FIRST CLASS的....
怎么现在却.....
我懂我不该再管你的事了....
我懂对你来说我什么都不是....
对你来说,我不是全世界,但对我来说...你是我的全部...
我懂你不会再回到我身边....
你不会再爱我....
我懂我傻....
但...我还是这样做.....
我对不起我的家人,我的朋友....
但....我真的很爱你....
梦...会否实现?
昨晚,我做了一个很甜蜜的梦...我梦见你跟我一起...
我们两个都很开心...
我醒来时,发现我眼边的泪水...明明是开心的梦,为何我会流泪?
或许...知道那个情况,只有在梦境才能发生了吧?!
我爱你,我爱着一个已经不爱我的人了...
我看到你变到酱,我的心,真的很痛很痛...
但你什么都不懂...
你也不想去懂...
我能做的,只有把手放开...让你去追求你要的....
你知道吗,邦,我很想你....
我们两个都很开心...
我醒来时,发现我眼边的泪水...明明是开心的梦,为何我会流泪?
或许...知道那个情况,只有在梦境才能发生了吧?!
我爱你,我爱着一个已经不爱我的人了...
我看到你变到酱,我的心,真的很痛很痛...
但你什么都不懂...
你也不想去懂...
我能做的,只有把手放开...让你去追求你要的....
你知道吗,邦,我很想你....
fly..
圣人,你真的相信我真的还能飞吗?
你说会看着我飞...在你的能力范围之内,你会尽量帮我...
要我放心飞...其实...我的翅膀开始复原了....
但...我,害怕再飞了....我可以不要非了吗?
我带不到快乐给自己,有怎么办把快乐带给大家?
我...不敢再非飞...我害怕再受伤....
虽然你会保护我,但...我还是不想飞....
我累了....圣人....
你我的关系,只有我们两个知道....
你会保护我,但别忘了....圣母....
you cannot protect me all the time...
i know you care me...but you still have to let me fall down and grow up...
tq for your support...you hold me everytime when i fall down...
glad to have a friend like you...(not only you,but other friends also)....
special thanks:
wan xiang, li shyuan, sharon, tty, ken wee, keow xiong, wee kian, jun leong, b0415 housemate,
may ting,lee ping, wei chong, wei hao, jun hao X2....
thx you all....
i love you all...muackszz....
good luck for those guys who want take muet next week and exam...
gambateh!!!
你说会看着我飞...在你的能力范围之内,你会尽量帮我...
要我放心飞...其实...我的翅膀开始复原了....
但...我,害怕再飞了....我可以不要非了吗?
我带不到快乐给自己,有怎么办把快乐带给大家?
我...不敢再非飞...我害怕再受伤....
虽然你会保护我,但...我还是不想飞....
我累了....圣人....
你我的关系,只有我们两个知道....
你会保护我,但别忘了....圣母....
you cannot protect me all the time...
i know you care me...but you still have to let me fall down and grow up...
tq for your support...you hold me everytime when i fall down...
glad to have a friend like you...(not only you,but other friends also)....
special thanks:
wan xiang, li shyuan, sharon, tty, ken wee, keow xiong, wee kian, jun leong, b0415 housemate,
may ting,lee ping, wei chong, wei hao, jun hao X2....
thx you all....
i love you all...muackszz....
good luck for those guys who want take muet next week and exam...
gambateh!!!
19th birthday..
12am coming soon...
my birthday is coming...
don't know why...
i feel something not good is going happen...
haiz....anyway...happy birthday to my self also la...
if can...i don't want birthday at this year...
my birthday is coming...
don't know why...
i feel something not good is going happen...
haiz....anyway...happy birthday to my self also la...
if can...i don't want birthday at this year...
thx....
singing at dream box last night...
very happy...and also got a little bit sadness...
when i hear a song, i sang...and i cry ...
that song, touch my sadness that i hide in my heart...
''wo men de ai''...make me cry...
but never mind la...lost you...i get 4 friends...
it is worst...
i will forget you...
if can't....
i will hide my love inside my heart at the deep place....
thx sharon,judy,jimmy,karen, n a wu...
tq ..... you guy really make me very happy last night...
sing until no voice...haha...
that feeling very nice.... i very enjoy it....(n_n).....
very happy...and also got a little bit sadness...
when i hear a song, i sang...and i cry ...
that song, touch my sadness that i hide in my heart...
''wo men de ai''...make me cry...
but never mind la...lost you...i get 4 friends...
it is worst...
i will forget you...
if can't....
i will hide my love inside my heart at the deep place....
thx sharon,judy,jimmy,karen, n a wu...
tq ..... you guy really make me very happy last night...
sing until no voice...haha...
that feeling very nice.... i very enjoy it....(n_n).....
..
raining heavy last night...
and i...
slept not very well...
maybe the noise of the rain...
maybe the burden inside my heart...
this few day i scold by a friend,
he scold me didn't mature,
scold me do everything like a childish...
but i not all the time immature, not all the time i like a child...
i knew you scold me is for my own good, but can you scold me with gentlemen a bit?
i don't want see those word that i don't like...like Fxxx...i really hate it...
and now i woke up...
and be myself once again...i don't know what is going happen in future...
i don't want go to guess...because nobody know except the GOD...
guess for what...useless... just do what i want...
i will make myself happy like before....
active like before...
strong like before....
i will...and i must do it...
because i am shin ling...
and i...
slept not very well...
maybe the noise of the rain...
maybe the burden inside my heart...
this few day i scold by a friend,
he scold me didn't mature,
scold me do everything like a childish...
but i not all the time immature, not all the time i like a child...
i knew you scold me is for my own good, but can you scold me with gentlemen a bit?
i don't want see those word that i don't like...like Fxxx...i really hate it...
and now i woke up...
and be myself once again...i don't know what is going happen in future...
i don't want go to guess...because nobody know except the GOD...
guess for what...useless... just do what i want...
i will make myself happy like before....
active like before...
strong like before....
i will...and i must do it...
because i am shin ling...
wake up
i will wake up start from today, no matter how hard is it,no matter how suffer how painful my heart is...because i know if i stay like this status, i will never let it go like that...
special thanks tze yan, wan xiang,ken wee, li shyuan,all my housemate....
because you all accompany me along this period...
you all scold me... non stop advise me let it go.... you all want me wake up...
you all don't want see me cry anymore....want me have a better tomorrow , a better future...
i know de.... before i just stubborn in my opinion ...
i know i cannot force anything.... so....
everything arrange by god ba....
by faith...
special thanks tze yan, wan xiang,ken wee, li shyuan,all my housemate....
because you all accompany me along this period...
you all scold me... non stop advise me let it go.... you all want me wake up...
you all don't want see me cry anymore....want me have a better tomorrow , a better future...
i know de.... before i just stubborn in my opinion ...
i know i cannot force anything.... so....
everything arrange by god ba....
by faith...
不再相信永远
我...不再相信什么永远了... 什么承诺...都是骗人的...
为什么感情付出多的一方,就是注定被伤害的呢?
为什么?我好累...一个人真的很累...一个人撑伞,一个人擦泪...很累....
几时才能结束这种感觉?我很彷徨,我很迷惑,我很寂寞,为什么我总是一个人?
我不喜欢那种一个人的感觉...
生活中,好像失去了很多动西...
很空虚...
远方的你,应该过得很开心吧?
用我的幸福来换取你的快乐,你真的会开心?
这答案只有你晓得了....
(心情不好的人,近期不要来看我的部落,否则你会更不开心)
为什么感情付出多的一方,就是注定被伤害的呢?
为什么?我好累...一个人真的很累...一个人撑伞,一个人擦泪...很累....
几时才能结束这种感觉?我很彷徨,我很迷惑,我很寂寞,为什么我总是一个人?
我不喜欢那种一个人的感觉...
生活中,好像失去了很多动西...
很空虚...
远方的你,应该过得很开心吧?
用我的幸福来换取你的快乐,你真的会开心?
这答案只有你晓得了....
(心情不好的人,近期不要来看我的部落,否则你会更不开心)
没用的我
为什么还是会伤心? 为什么我不停折磨我自己?为什么非要弄到自己那么痛苦...
今天我有哭了....
我....又为你掉泪了.....
但我知道这些对你来说,都不算是什么.
你不会知道,也不想去知道...更不可能会知道...
好辛苦....好累......真的很累.......
不想再爱了..但做不到...很没用.......
几时才能摆拖你的影子?
今天我有哭了....
我....又为你掉泪了.....
但我知道这些对你来说,都不算是什么.
你不会知道,也不想去知道...更不可能会知道...
好辛苦....好累......真的很累.......
不想再爱了..但做不到...很没用.......
几时才能摆拖你的影子?
海边
到现在为止,我还是不想放手...爱你,爱得好痛.....我昨天真的哭到失控了.....
你让我好痛苦,不管做什么事都有弄的影子....不管做什么,我都没有心去做.....
我不断问自己,我到底做错了什么,你可以对我那样残忍,到底为什么?
我哭了,不断给你拒绝,我伤了一次又一次,我....真的很累....
sharon,judy,jimmy,..要谢谢你们,昨晚带我去海边......
到了海边我的心平静了.... 海浪打在我脚的感觉,真的很舒服.... 虽然刚看到海浪时我会害怕....
昨晚我真的很舒服..... 涨潮时浪变得更大了......也难得看到那浪变到很大....
海边....果然是我最爱的地方.......现在你用我的幸福去换你现在所得到的开心,你....
会真的从内心快乐起来吗?我不知道.....也不想知道了.......你一定会有孤单的一天......
今天你给我的, 将来你会后悔!!!
我的朋友...谢谢你们带我去海边.....不会忘记那段没有烦恼,完完全全没有负担的感觉......
你让我好痛苦,不管做什么事都有弄的影子....不管做什么,我都没有心去做.....
我不断问自己,我到底做错了什么,你可以对我那样残忍,到底为什么?
我哭了,不断给你拒绝,我伤了一次又一次,我....真的很累....
sharon,judy,jimmy,..要谢谢你们,昨晚带我去海边......
到了海边我的心平静了.... 海浪打在我脚的感觉,真的很舒服.... 虽然刚看到海浪时我会害怕....
昨晚我真的很舒服..... 涨潮时浪变得更大了......也难得看到那浪变到很大....
海边....果然是我最爱的地方.......现在你用我的幸福去换你现在所得到的开心,你....
会真的从内心快乐起来吗?我不知道.....也不想知道了.......你一定会有孤单的一天......
今天你给我的, 将来你会后悔!!!
我的朋友...谢谢你们带我去海边.....不会忘记那段没有烦恼,完完全全没有负担的感觉......
你..
不管我怎样去挽留,你也不会回头了!不管我怎么努力对你来说,都是没有用了... 我想你, 你也不会知道, 我爱你,你也不会去理,只会关注在你的游戏,我的存在,你又还看得到吗?不可能看到了...
忘记你,真的很痛苦, 恨你,又不知为何恨不了你...
老天爷, 我的未来您怎么去安排了?我跟他的红线是否还是绑在一起?
今天他这样来伤害我, 就算以后他再来找回我, 我对他还是有感情,我也不肯定到时还会否接受回他...
因为,我怕了... 这次的伤害,让我哭了很久,伤得太深了...我...是错在哪里?我不知道...
爱你,不需要拥有你...把这份爱藏在心里就好了...为来会怎样,真的不会强求了...
如果天注定我们一起,分多少次还是会一起....
若相反的,怎样逼都不会有幸福....就随缘吧....
哭...也哭过了....
挽留,也挽留过你....
能做的...我都做完了....
现在的我, 只好把心放在学业上吧...好难过,好伤心,心很痛,痛到没办发呼吸了...
但,我没有哭了......太想你时会掉泪, 听到太悲伤的歌会掉泪...每天还会想到你...不管多忙....
不管多累...但有用的吗?我难过的时候,你会理吗? 在别一边的你,是开开心心在玩电脑的....
你....会有一天觉得寂寞吗? 应该不会吧...你有朋友,有GAME..那已经够了.....
你.......已经完完全全忘了我吗? 这个答案...只有你自己知道了.....
现在的你,对我残忍,你...也很忍心...你....太狠了..................
忘记你,真的很痛苦, 恨你,又不知为何恨不了你...
老天爷, 我的未来您怎么去安排了?我跟他的红线是否还是绑在一起?
今天他这样来伤害我, 就算以后他再来找回我, 我对他还是有感情,我也不肯定到时还会否接受回他...
因为,我怕了... 这次的伤害,让我哭了很久,伤得太深了...我...是错在哪里?我不知道...
爱你,不需要拥有你...把这份爱藏在心里就好了...为来会怎样,真的不会强求了...
如果天注定我们一起,分多少次还是会一起....
若相反的,怎样逼都不会有幸福....就随缘吧....
哭...也哭过了....
挽留,也挽留过你....
能做的...我都做完了....
现在的我, 只好把心放在学业上吧...好难过,好伤心,心很痛,痛到没办发呼吸了...
但,我没有哭了......太想你时会掉泪, 听到太悲伤的歌会掉泪...每天还会想到你...不管多忙....
不管多累...但有用的吗?我难过的时候,你会理吗? 在别一边的你,是开开心心在玩电脑的....
你....会有一天觉得寂寞吗? 应该不会吧...你有朋友,有GAME..那已经够了.....
你.......已经完完全全忘了我吗? 这个答案...只有你自己知道了.....
现在的你,对我残忍,你...也很忍心...你....太狠了..................
i need u
no matter how hard, i will be there waiting for you..i know it is not worth i do like that, but i also don't know why i want do like that. if hate you, i can't do, if love you, would you give me the changes? god, can you tell me what to do now? i want let it go, but i can't... although in everybody opinion he no a very good guy, but who know he treat me very good? who know what he have done on me? now all are my fault, he want single... my fault...i blame myself everyday...but useless already...he won't come back already... pang, i really miss you... i need you... all i want is just simple... can you give me one last change and see my changes? 不要对我那么残忍......我会改的...也改着了..........我需要你...
过渡期...
过渡期中....
得到许多朋友的关心...但...
对不起... 现在我还是快乐不起来...
但至少, 我没有哭了... 或许我明白了...
跟一个不爱自己的人在一起也不会开心,不会幸福...
那又何必把手放开呢... 为什么要依靠他给我快乐...
快乐不是自己寻找的吗?
好想好想回家...家...永远最温暖了....
想回家休息...
想回家看看妈妈, 一个永远不会抛弃我的人...
得到许多朋友的关心...但...
对不起... 现在我还是快乐不起来...
但至少, 我没有哭了... 或许我明白了...
跟一个不爱自己的人在一起也不会开心,不会幸福...
那又何必把手放开呢... 为什么要依靠他给我快乐...
快乐不是自己寻找的吗?
好想好想回家...家...永远最温暖了....
想回家休息...
想回家看看妈妈, 一个永远不会抛弃我的人...
fren, i break up liao....
for me, break up damn hurt me...
with the stupid reason: game is more important than me....what the fool reason!
i hold you again and again ... but useless... you said you want a single life, want freedom..
now... yours dream is come true already...
and me....stay alone ... i cry many times already...
and keep thinking why you can treat me as bad as you can?
what is my fault..
but now, i decide to let it go already...
although 3 years already....
but....your love already pass away...
i already do what i can do....
although now is hurt for me to let go our love....
but i sure someday i will forget you....
cry for the people who love game more than love you, be beneath...
better i have my own life...
live for myself.....be strong be happy........
i must do it!!!!!!!!!!!add oil!!!!!!
with the stupid reason: game is more important than me....what the fool reason!
i hold you again and again ... but useless... you said you want a single life, want freedom..
now... yours dream is come true already...
and me....stay alone ... i cry many times already...
and keep thinking why you can treat me as bad as you can?
what is my fault..
but now, i decide to let it go already...
although 3 years already....
but....your love already pass away...
i already do what i can do....
although now is hurt for me to let go our love....
but i sure someday i will forget you....
cry for the people who love game more than love you, be beneath...
better i have my own life...
live for myself.....be strong be happy........
i must do it!!!!!!!!!!!add oil!!!!!!
我回来了..
有人跟我说,你讲话很冷酷...
这种话,已经好久没听过了...
是代表着以前那个我,回来了吗?
是那样吗?
如果是,那就好了....
变回以前那个无情无意,跟我讲话会结冰的...
也不会像现在那样那么软弱... 我心里的门...再度关上了...
钥匙...我不会再交给任何一个了....
不会了....我不要再有人来打扰我的世界...不要那么烦了.....
我...变了........
这种话,已经好久没听过了...
是代表着以前那个我,回来了吗?
是那样吗?
如果是,那就好了....
变回以前那个无情无意,跟我讲话会结冰的...
也不会像现在那样那么软弱... 我心里的门...再度关上了...
钥匙...我不会再交给任何一个了....
不会了....我不要再有人来打扰我的世界...不要那么烦了.....
我...变了........
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