that is an answer or juz a coincidence?

yesterday night before i sleep , i have told the GOD,
if i still have the chance with him..please raining at that night!
here already long time didn't get raining...
i also think i wont rain ...
unexpected...tat night...raining...
is raining...are the GOD told me the answer, or it just coincidence?
i don't know!
this guy, i deeply love him...
why? he not handsome, not tall, not as good as people think,he just a very ordinary guy,
but why i still love him?although he hurt me badly, why i still cannot let him go?
for me, this may or really not as good as people think..
i love him, not because his face, not because his height,
i love him..because no reason..
now...he want break up..
he told me he want freedom, he didn't love me anymore..
but i still deeply love him? let go? how to let go?
say is easy....nobody know, what is he thinking now!
and nobody can tell me and give me the confirm answer,
he will not love me back anymore or he will back someday..
and for this period, he will never care me anymore...
will not miss me anymore...
GOD...i just wanna let him know is...
please don't forget me ... have a girl still waiting him!
still love him...
no need he turn back to me now...
but i hope someday he will regret his decision today...
and come back to find me!
can?