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the only solution

nobody know when i forget him,
when i can leave all the pain and suffer ,
but for now, i really suffering..
i can't support myself anymore,
no one can give me the answer,
scarify my whole life to forget a guy,
i know it is a stupid thing,
but...
at least i did n't need to think of him,
miss him,
when i miss him,
i cannot find him,
he won't have any reply..
i will get hurt..
so..die is the only solution to solve this problem,
i can leave those pain and suffer through this method..
sorry, mom..
nobody know how painful am i.
how suffer am i everyday..
this event have no solution to solve it..
i cannot go and solve this problem..]
except die..
that is the only solution!!

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

die is not the only solution!!

shinling said...

it yes!if not?wat else?

Anonymous said...

lulz.
your funny ling...
learn how to treasure your own life and learn how to love yourself instead love others.

human have unpredictable feeling and thought. Was he the only guys in this world that able to give you joy, smile, and etc.

childish mind... learn how to socialize in this community and u will see alot fun stuff in your life.

Skye said...

ling... getting together and breaking up is just a process of life. Through this you'll get more matured and eventually will find someone better.
Try looking at the simple side of life, don’t make life around you so complicated. It’s how you make others happy rather than how you want
others to make you happy.

shinling said...

i dun wan get suffer anymore!nobody know how pain am i now!juz said it will pass! but when? do someone noe tat how hurt n suffer am i now! answer is no!!i noe this way is the most stupid way, but it is the faster way to make me forget him. those suffer enough anymore!!! i can't support anymore!!!!!!!nobody can help me!!!myself also cannot help myself!!!!!y my life have to be like that? y it cannot be simple?

Skye said...

I use to the like the way u do, that nobody understands the pain in me and to leave this world is the best way. But i felt regret after do the stupid things when i see everyone around me is crying when I'm hospitalized.
Well... what i can say is you seriously need somebody to accompany you at the moment. Find yourself a hobby to fill your time. Your find somebody to accompany you for a walk. It helps =)

shinling said...

nobody company me! coz they juz think i stubborn!they give up me already! i need somebody company me when i sad, when i cry, when i feel unhappy, when i feel bored! but no!!my fren oso hv their thing to do!they cannot company me whole the period u noe!skye..i dunno who r u! n tq coz comfort me! but i really cannot find the way to solve tis problem! u hv committing suicide before ?

Skye said...

Well... this is the beauty of the virtual world. You don't have to know that particular somebody in order to talk to him/her.
Yea, i tried to enter heaven by force once. Only those ppl really close to me knows what I had done. Others will take it as an accident.
i quite sure there's somebody around you who is willing to ease your pain.

shinling said...

my fren ad comfort me until they dunno how to comfort anymore! live in great pain..live like a ppl without heart!i still alive for what?

the only solution

9 comments
nobody know when i forget him,
when i can leave all the pain and suffer ,
but for now, i really suffering..
i can't support myself anymore,
no one can give me the answer,
scarify my whole life to forget a guy,
i know it is a stupid thing,
but...
at least i did n't need to think of him,
miss him,
when i miss him,
i cannot find him,
he won't have any reply..
i will get hurt..
so..die is the only solution to solve this problem,
i can leave those pain and suffer through this method..
sorry, mom..
nobody know how painful am i.
how suffer am i everyday..
this event have no solution to solve it..
i cannot go and solve this problem..]
except die..
that is the only solution!!

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

die is not the only solution!!

shinling said...

it yes!if not?wat else?

Anonymous said...

lulz.
your funny ling...
learn how to treasure your own life and learn how to love yourself instead love others.

human have unpredictable feeling and thought. Was he the only guys in this world that able to give you joy, smile, and etc.

childish mind... learn how to socialize in this community and u will see alot fun stuff in your life.

Skye said...

ling... getting together and breaking up is just a process of life. Through this you'll get more matured and eventually will find someone better.
Try looking at the simple side of life, don’t make life around you so complicated. It’s how you make others happy rather than how you want
others to make you happy.

shinling said...

i dun wan get suffer anymore!nobody know how pain am i now!juz said it will pass! but when? do someone noe tat how hurt n suffer am i now! answer is no!!i noe this way is the most stupid way, but it is the faster way to make me forget him. those suffer enough anymore!!! i can't support anymore!!!!!!!nobody can help me!!!myself also cannot help myself!!!!!y my life have to be like that? y it cannot be simple?

Skye said...

I use to the like the way u do, that nobody understands the pain in me and to leave this world is the best way. But i felt regret after do the stupid things when i see everyone around me is crying when I'm hospitalized.
Well... what i can say is you seriously need somebody to accompany you at the moment. Find yourself a hobby to fill your time. Your find somebody to accompany you for a walk. It helps =)

shinling said...

nobody company me! coz they juz think i stubborn!they give up me already! i need somebody company me when i sad, when i cry, when i feel unhappy, when i feel bored! but no!!my fren oso hv their thing to do!they cannot company me whole the period u noe!skye..i dunno who r u! n tq coz comfort me! but i really cannot find the way to solve tis problem! u hv committing suicide before ?

Skye said...

Well... this is the beauty of the virtual world. You don't have to know that particular somebody in order to talk to him/her.
Yea, i tried to enter heaven by force once. Only those ppl really close to me knows what I had done. Others will take it as an accident.
i quite sure there's somebody around you who is willing to ease your pain.

shinling said...

my fren ad comfort me until they dunno how to comfort anymore! live in great pain..live like a ppl without heart!i still alive for what?