i am lonely...

who can tell me...
why..
''alone'',''lonely'',''disappoint''
always appear in my life..
everyday...
anytime...
i have that feeling...
before i won't have that feeling time by time de....
why... i hate that feeling.... i don't want alone...i don't want feel lonely....why..
.all that thing follow me everyday....
all i want just simple ....study...eat ...sleep...and..
i want my day meaningful...no like now...boring...lonely...alone...
why i have no friend here...
why i have to leave at house alone.... i sad....i just want join you all...
i don't want whole day just study...
i want friend...i want true friend...i want give up..
hide myself at my own world...i don't want accept anybody anymore....