haiz....................................

why starting the 3rd sem....no matter do what i also feel very unhappy....what is the problem...i also don't know....maybe....i have something haven settle yet....or just i always thinking the negative thing? i agree that i always think the negative thing ... i also don't know why...i just feel that nothing meaning i am here...just for study only i think....and i wanna study here just because my family...i have to study then i can earn more money in future to my family....for a better life...and pay back the loan to somebody....i don't want let you look down to my parents anymore....nothing to hope now...i just hope i can have a first class result...and now i trying hard already....the bad thing....please leave me alone....don't always come and disturd me....the bad guys.......go away............don't make the problem for me anymore......all what i want is just wanna study well........so please.......don't come and disturd my mind anymore...........