when i need you,
i was alone...
when i need friend,
they are not around me...
when i cry,
i was alone at room...
already 5th of may...
what should i do?
is that the 'life' which means by human?
can i run away from it,
somebody told me me that i am not alone,
but inside my heart i was always ''alone''
sometimes,
i really feel lonely...
that feeling came through my heart...
act to smile, to cheat people around me,
and now i realize that,
actually act smiling,more suffer than everything special inside my heart....
please, STOP all of this...