working life

today was the second day i been work at RBC as my internship..

working environment consider not bad, colleague also..

they are caring me and treat me very nice..

a new nickname among them, ms ling ling...

yet, still need some time to use to be..

and i really hate that wake by alarm for EVERYDAY...

**i feel like a fool today,

i really stupid that i believe what he told me before...

im  always the first in his heart,

with MESCORP, i become second...

and i think that after he finish his internship at Beijing,

i will be the last one OR no more value!

shinling, you are super dumper stupid!!! idiot!!!

im STUPID until i trusted what the promise
 he gave before although i knew that is NOT REAL
and 
will NOT VALID for 

FOREVER!!!