insonmia

suddenly realize that my insonmia getting serious..

why?

about my future, i feel like getting wrong direction, 

hmm...should i say like this, i NEVER get in the right direction?

 perhaps...

what should i choose,

 i really don't know and i just know  that i have to do something for my family..

but i couldn't get the way, how?

unsatisfied with my current life,

i cant make it perfect as what i want!

i feel so so so blank about future and i don't know how to fill in the blanks that in my heart...