very emo now...
doing the macroeconomics's tutorial now...
don't know understand what the question want and i don't know how to answer about it...
i had read the note for few time, but still cannot catch the point...
what can i do...
why i so stupid...
i really hate study now...
hate assignment...
hate exam...
i hate 'U'...
i just hope i can get a better result in this sem,
but seem very tough...
i really feel helpless...
who am i now for this movement?
am i still am i?
why this 'me' very stranger to me...
who am i actually,
what i want now?

我没有要求要那很好的成绩,
只要差不多就行了,
但我不能做到...
我只想别人能明白的东西我也可以明白,
但不管我读了多少遍,
我还是不会,
究竟是别人比我聪明,还是我笨?
我真的读到很辛苦...
好想放弃,但我不能...
我到底该怎么做???
我怎样做才会做到更好?