忽然间发现自己厌倦了现在的生活,
每个星期反复做着同样的事情,同样的人与事...
生活过的平淡且乏味...
每天所要承受的压力,
不是能用语言形容的...
虽然平时看我很像很轻松,
跟本没有把学业放在眼里,
但我的内心的压力,
把我压的牢牢的,
下星期WEEK 6 了,
我从WEEK3就开始倒数WEEK 8 的来临...
时间过得好快...
开始为FIANL做准备了...
加油吧~

忙完了这个星期该忙的东西...
暂时松一口气了...
今天我要大睡特睡...
快累死了...
今天上课也毫不给脸老师,
倒在桌上睡了半个小时...
短短的半个小时,
却换来大大的满足...
上完课回来睡了一个小时多...
现在却开始打磕睡了...
好累啊~

身体出了点毛病...
早期是不去看医生,
结果今天受不了,顶不顺了...
只好硬着头皮去看...
结果...短短的一下子...
RM65 不见了....
心痛到没话讲了...
做么会酱贵的???
从来都没看过酱贵的咯....
可能是药的关系吧...
唉...
我的钱包空空了....
很心痛啊!!!!!!

好多东西要写....
第一:
想跟我一位很要好的好朋友说声:
对不起...
害了你...
第二:
很大压力哦...
学业上的压力很大...
很怕...
第三:
很累...
今天不够睡...
眼睛很累哦...
快睁不开了...
真想找两支东西撑住我的眼皮...
第四:
考试啊~
快疯了啦....
第五:
突然很想去欺负他...
哈哈...
第六:
星期四快点来...
我要休息...


*LC:节哀顺变...

very tired today...
just 4pm only, but seem i had finish all my energy already...
just finish the 2 tutorial,
the Malaysian studies discuss also not bad,
run smoothly...
this room really....TIRED...
tonight got meeting also...
shinling jia you...^^

Give Up???

very emo now...
doing the macroeconomics's tutorial now...
don't know understand what the question want and i don't know how to answer about it...
i had read the note for few time, but still cannot catch the point...
what can i do...
why i so stupid...
i really hate study now...
hate assignment...
hate exam...
i hate 'U'...
i just hope i can get a better result in this sem,
but seem very tough...
i really feel helpless...
who am i now for this movement?
am i still am i?
why this 'me' very stranger to me...
who am i actually,
what i want now?

我没有要求要那很好的成绩,
只要差不多就行了,
但我不能做到...
我只想别人能明白的东西我也可以明白,
但不管我读了多少遍,
我还是不会,
究竟是别人比我聪明,还是我笨?
我真的读到很辛苦...
好想放弃,但我不能...
我到底该怎么做???
我怎样做才会做到更好?

why the tutorial so tough one..
all is about the graph 1..
haiz....very headache when i try to finish it...
very blur...really don't understand what it is talking about...
so many lines...
this few day cyberjaya keep raining...
today i went campus also get wet already..
rain like cats n dogs...
got umbrella also useless...
very cold~
week 4 already,
the wind of stress is blowing from me now...
but i seem play more than study...
OMG...
somebody come and force me study everyday???

现在的我,
一个字讲完>>>显!!!
读书读不进...
怎么办?
已经WEEK3了...
时间过得好快~
唉~
怎么今天好像发生那么多事似的...
不想去想了...
不想给这些事影响我...
但其实已经影响我了...
算了...过去了...不想再提了...
SMILE>>>^^

after done my revision nothing to do...
so come and change my blogger background...
the old background already sien ...haha...
actually no la...
the old background has a pain memory...
now the new one is pink color one...
my favorite color...^^
hope the new look can bring you a fresh mood and make your day be even better...^^
is time to sleep...

to my dear...

谢谢你...
对我百般的呵护与包容...
尤其在我发脾气的时候...
我很清楚我的脾气有多糟糕...
对不起...对你的不信任...
那也许是...(不说了)...
无论如何...你对我怎样,我很清楚,
至于你觉得我对你怎样,我就不清楚了...
或许每天睡前你都在责怪自己,早知道她(我)这样,
当初就不要追求我了!
哈哈哈!
傻瓜...
这SEM懂你很忙...
很多ASSIGNMENT要赶...
少点陪我没关系的...
学业比较重要...
但也不要忙坏了...
虽然我无聊时回会傻傻在想,做什么我要跟你一起咧?
你ENGINEERING 的,会很忙的...
再加上你的成绩那么好,
可能会只顾读书没有理我的...等等的想法...哈哈...
但既然给你骗了,手给你牵了,心交给你了,一切,就听天由命咯...^^
傻瓜...谢谢你给我的一切,
我会好好珍惜的...


**to all my fren who view my blog,this post is special for him,
i am not show off to u guys,i just want let him know what i want to said to him...tq

很讨厌这的SHORT SEM...
做什么都好像赶飞机这样...
不,应该说像赶火箭...
LECTURE每教一个CHAPTER都要很努力去明白...
想偷懒一下都不能...
ASSIGNMENT又要赶...
又QUIZ又MID TERM...
就连X'MAS都在拼FINAL...
希望这个SEM快点过完~
又要开始读书了....
一个字讲完>>>显!!!

这几天都不懂怎么了...
心情一高一低的...
好想得了人格分裂这样...
我怎么了???
是太空闲还是太忙?
我没有很忙咯~
讲来讲去还是担心学业...
加油跟时间拼了....
再拿这样的成绩可能失控半夜回学校放火烧掉MMU都有份~
哈哈...
开玩笑的啦...
怎么可能...
就写到这了#

身体近来差到不行,
发烧好后到咳嗽再到伤风...
很辛苦啊~~~
一冷一热的天气,
我败给你了....
这样的天起最容易弄我倒下的了....
我很累...
很压力...
希望能赶快好起来...

long time didn't update my blog already...
quite busy recently...
busy with my study...
busy with my own thing and also the trouble that i ''earn'' myself...
and get sick...
*sigh*...
i don't know which is the best way for me...
but i am trying to find the way that belongs to me...
be a Nike...