emo day...

today i should happy de... my friends give me a call... inside that call many people can chat together de... i felt happy when i hear their voice, because already long time didn't hear that... but...don't know why....the longer i chat....i become more and more down... my emotion...suddenly has change...what wrong with me?? my emotion very not stability ... because i has whole day class i felt tired? or because of him?? i don't know... i just know...my heart...still following him.... i done a big big big mistake... but finally i can settle it.... haiz...what happened to me??? where i go already? my heart has gone.... my soul...are lost.... my heart...damn tired....